Chapter 66 Searching For My Mother

• For weeks I have been thinking about this moment, I have feared it so much that I have had doubts whether it was a good idea to delay it so much or not. But now that it was happening, I just wanted more time to be able to face this.
• Because, even though I have felt too sad, anxious, and frustrated, I prefer that to what I still hid from my family, than to see now the look of disappointment in my father, exactly the look with which he saw Nikolay when we discovered that the traitor was his lover or when he told me about Sergey's mistake.
• “Father...