Chapter 198 Losing Them

• My mind goes blank, I can only feel his scent and how I ruined everything. My six babies appear in my mind, unable to touch them, and I want to die, I truly wish to, because his body doesn't move.
• There isn't even a whimper from him, just silence, one that announces how much I've lost by hesitating. I clung to my responsibility as a son, neglecting my duty as a father and husband.
• 'I hope when you have to choose between your father and us, you choose wisely,' I hear Rain's voice say that and I want to die.