Chapter 190 Having A Crisis

• I take a deep breath and exhale several times because I feel like I'm going to die, my babies are moving and I understand why bonding causes so much fear. I realize that I am giving too much importance to my feelings, when before it was not like that.
• ‘Why can't I repress my emotions? Why is the reason I use so much not appearing now?’ I ask myself mentally.
• Breathe deeply, Rain, and do your thing. Pretend you are not bonded to him, that he is not my husband. — I say disappointed.