Chapter 71 Sexual Tension

• It wasn't much the fact that I wanted to sleep with him that made me ask such a proposal. No, what drastically decided me was the fear I felt just to imagine that he would hate me when he found out about my background.
• At that moment, I wanted to convince myself that it was not possible, that I could and should trust him with everything in me. And since I couldn't test him by revealing the truth, maybe I mistakenly thought it would be best to sleep with him.
• Certainly, our bodies forming one, he would know how much I care for him and I need him. That his love is crucial to me and that I can no longer live in a world where I will not have him on my side.