Chapter 18 Elsa's Thoughts

• I was sitting on my bed in my room all shaking. I could hear Tom and Elsa making preparations downstairs as the tavern was closed for the occasion. Elsa had also said that another person would join us as essential to the process. I just nodded submissively, I don't know much about these things and I won't be of any use in the preparations so I wait quietly in my room.
• I think back to the events of the morning and I feel very sorry for Jessy. I don't know what it means to be omega or alpha but I have the impression that it must weigh on him and that he feels complex. This complex must hurt him but it's also a fatality because he can't get rid of it, unfortunately. If you are the omega you are for life, it is impossible to change this fact, it's not like nowadays where you can change sex, no you don't change your lycan nature.
• But that doesn't mean I liked Elsa's way of treating poor Jessy, I don't know what could have happened between them to make Jessy hate her so much, but that didn't give Elsa the right to treat it that way. But what surprised me the most was Tom who did nothing. He didn't even try to protect Jessy as Elsa used her power on weaker people.