Chapter 49 Silent Rage

• Aria pov
• Last night was strangely unforgettable for me. It was my first night with prince Zane on the bed. The first night he actually allowed me to stayed on his bed, together with him. We didn't do anything sexual, it feels wrong to touch him like that. Mostly when he was feeling down for reasons I didn't understand. Okay, to be honest I was no saint, I hated myself for it. But being with prince Zane alone, watching him looking so vulnerable for the first time in my arms gave me the desire to do more than just lay down with him on that bed. I don't know what was wrong with me, maybe the only reason i felt like that was because he had ordered everyone to leave us alone. Last night we slept together in each other arms without a single word. His embrace was gentle. Each time I would like to tell myself that the only reason I still haven't pulled myself away from him was because the last person that acted like they wanted me like this was alpha Bryant. It could be that my heart still missed a man who wanted nothing more but my death. Each time I keep repeating those words to myself, it felt like a lie. Prince Zane blind silver gazes that always manage to find my eyes, reminds me that he was the one who was here in front of me, not alpha Bryant.
• After all that happened between us last night, one may think that something in this phony relationship of ours was going to change. We woke up at the same time. I was too surprised to see that he was still laying on the bed with me instead of running away from the room every morning like he normally did. Prince Zane woke up before me, got ready for the day before me as always, but he still decided to lay down by my side, tracing the skin of my face with his fingers. As if he was trying to retain memories of my features in his mind. I was surprised when I woke up I couldn't even say Good morning. Honestly I wasn't sure on if I should say anything.