Chapter 56 What Are You Two Doing Here?
- Mavericks POV
- I’ve come to the conclusion that Hunter and Malia are ganging up against me. They are trying to punish me for everything I did to hurt Valerie. U guess they don’t realize that they are hurting her as well. They are making it impossible for me to be with her the way that I want to be. And while I’m hurting inside because my desires are being caged within me, Valerie is also hurt because she feels rejected and alone. She feels I do not want to be with her, and that is making her feel worse than she did before we came here.
- I just can't believe that I turned celibate overnight. I could not touch a woman that makes my heart race faster than a sports car, I can’t even later my woman without feeling disgusted by her. I nearly lost my sanity, I left the room to get some breathing space and think things through, but I could not even move away from her because as soon as I shut the damn four, I started feeling sad and stupid at the same time. I tried to pour my frustration on Hunter for not helping me out when I truly needed his help. I nagged and cursed him furiously and I hated the fact that he was ignoring me on purpose. But after a while, he responded to my questions as best as he could, and he sounded so relaxed and comfortable and that fucking pissed me off even more.