Chapter 48 Mixed Feelings

• Mavericks POV
• It felt good, so fucking good. I have never been sucked this God by any girl, not even the whores in the club can suck me this good. At first, I was having fun, letting her pleasure me as much as I’d just pleasured her, then it clicked in my head that she is doing this so perfectly, it was just too good for it to be her first. I couldn’t help imagining her with other guys as she sucks their dick just as she’s sticking mine. I can’t even imagine how many guys she has been with, the thought of it pisses me off, I feel like going after them one by one, I just can’t stand that thought.
• I should not be this angry, I have no right to judge her or get mad at her for something she may or may not have done in the past. I’m the last person to judge her, I fool around a lot of girls, and I have a fucking fiancee that she knows about, yet she never pushed me away or hold me accountable for my actions. What the hell is wrong with me?