Chapter 32

• Life has been so unfair to me. In the past month since we broke up, moving on has been more difficult than I thought it would be. I don't have the zeal to live or do anything. I cry myself to sleep every night, and in the morning, I have to pretend to be strong for the sake of my kids. I became a shadow of myself, but I tried to stay sane for my kids.
• Nathan keeps calling, but I don't pick up. He never fails to send an apology message every day, but I don't think I can ever forgive him. Even if I eventually forgive him, can I ever forget? Every memory from the past haunts me as if it happened yesterday. I can't handle being with a man who assaults someone, keeps secrets, and tells lies. Too many red flags in one person.
• Even the media has been making it difficult. The breakup keeps making the news headlines, leaving everyone curious. They keep organizing interview sessions, which I decline, trying not to exhibit any negative actions as they keep tailing me for some time.