Chapter 30

• As I got ready to go out for dinner with Brett I looked at myself in the mirror I had worn a knee-length dress which showed my curves and had applied mild makeup making me look entirely different. I felt very sexy.
• I was loving the growing confidence in myself that I was having these days. I really have to thank Blake for it as he has made me into what I am by helping me see my famine side.
• I was watching the videos that he had bought for me regularly and had learned a lot. And going through those videos I realized a lot of things that I was deliberately trying to push away and Blake's absence was creating different kinds of feelings inside me, which I rarely felt for Brett.