Chapter 42 I Never Want To Forget That I Ever Loved And Was Loved Like That

• As I watched him walk away, what little strength I had crumbled away, and I fell to the floor without thinking, my legs wrapped between my arms, crying in the fetal position.
• What had I done? My fears and my moralism had made me turn away from the man who had finally stolen my heart. Now I was miles away, lost, scared, and dreaming of being in his arms.
• My life was a mess, and now that I saw it, Darren was right, there was no world to look forward to out here, just the memory of my mother's death, a huge empty house, a father more interested in a tabloid story, and the constant reminder that I was nothing more than a helper bringing coffee to the bosses. So, I had deprived myself of happiness just because I didn't think it was the right thing to do. I had put my duty before my desire, and that was the biggest mistake I would ever make in my life.