Chapter 122

• Carter's POV
• I could draw some selfishness from her tone, probably because she knew she wasn't pregnant but just needed the popularity which she will gain walking with me to the hospital.
• I kept silent for a few seconds without saying anything, then I just went ahead and clicked on the red button. I imagine why I even picked the call, I'm sure this is the question Carla would ask inside of her. I opened the door of my car, got in and reversed. As I turned away from the gate of the monastery, I had to make myself believe that probably the Brotherhood life wasn't just for me, it was just a hard decision to make, a hard feeling to accept because my heart beat so hard, I felt it was my fault but as I drove away, staring back at the gate through the side mirror, I came in terms with reality.