Chapter 74 Jay

• "You came to the right place. There are some websites that can help. There is also a LGBT counseling center less than a mile from campus. They can give you information. You aren't alone in this, Jack. And it is good you are finding this out beforehand. You should also research sexually-transmitted diseases and how to prevent them. You don't want to spend the rest of your life regretting your first sexual experience."
• The other Jay nodded.
• I gave them my school email address and they sent me a bunch of links to websites on the subject. I thanked them profusely for their help. It wasn't embarrassing at all. School hadn't started, so I had a lot of free time to become a 'sexpert'---a word I saw on one of the sites. I was amazed to learn there were links to websites devoted to just cock sucking and cum-eating. Other sites covered all you would ever need to know about anal sex between men. The more links I followed, the more outrageous the sites became. One site had links to fictional stories. I saw one story called Sucking Daddy. And that's exactly what it was about. I read it and had two orgasms by the time I finished it. I fantasized that my father came down for a visit and I showed him what I had learned about cock sucking and being a bottom. While I imagined him fucking me, I had an incredible orgasm. I learned more from the stories I read than from the sites the Jays sent me. I learned about fucking and sucking, both with a condom and bareback. I learned how gay men talked and I found out which sex acts appealed to me most. I learned about gloryholes, which ended up being useful, later.