Chapter 55

• Wednesday, March 27th
• It’s been three months since Jon and Jamie first stopped by my room. To my greatest fear, Jon got called to dad’s office the next day. I was grateful to find that it was indeed just a meeting. Jon came by a week later with good news and several packages. Dad granted him permission to install a sliding glass door and a small wood porch. Surprisingly, he was commanded to pick up packages for me at the grocery store. While I may no longer be allowed inside the building dad is creating food and supply orders online and only Jon or Jamie are allowed to pick them up. Although I’m actually getting food to eat that is halfway nutritious delivered to my doorstep weekly, it’s still just enough to keep me going. I’m grateful to Jon and Jamie, who are as skilled at hunting as they are at protecting the border. I have learned that venison is quite tasty and it has become a regular source of meat for me.
• Dad resumed his weekly “training" at the beginning of February keeping me weak and in constant pain. Add to it the weekly training sessions I’m forced to attend with Kristoph and my life here has become utter hell. I am forced to fight with dad until I’m exhausted. That’s when he injects me with a sedative before giving me to Kristoph. I only found out recently that Kristoph has been overdosing me on Viagra. He waits until the sedative wears off just enough for me to be awake while they assault me but not enough for me to have any fight. Not that my fight matters as I wake up nude and chained to the bed on my back.