Chapter 180

• “I stripped from the waist down and laid across the desk. The first one was at four months, the second was at eight months and the third was when the paternity test came back mine. The last one was the worst as he added ten hits with the paddle and another ten with the buckle to the forty I knew I was going to receive. I knew when he took me to the third floor and told me crying would not add to my punishment that more was going to happen. What I didn’t expect was that the two days I spent in the hospital with Ava and Manson would be all the time I would get with them. She wasn’t my mate so I wasn’t allowed to be his dad.
• It happened again shortly after Manson was born; my new girlfriend Hanna was pregnant. Punishment changed to twenty-two strap end, ten paddle and twelve buckles for three rounds. Positive paternity test resulted in twenty-two with the paddle and twenty-two with the buckle. Again I was banned from being with April’s mother. I wasn’t allowed to be her dad.
• Dad took me on the hunt for my fated mate after that. As I explained several months ago, I was rejected. When I came home I was angry and started down the path of not just abuse but promiscuity as well. I slept with every woman that threw themselves at me as long as they were eighteen. I was careless for two years and the day dad closed the betrothal of Sasha to me I found out Heather was pregnant.