Chapter 55 Hard To Believe [Titania]

• It feels as though someone is playing a cruel prank on me. It feels so surreal. Kristoff is seated beside me, just as I wanted. He's come to take me back with him just as I'd hoped. But the scenario back at the club... I almost can't believe it happened. I'd never envisioned any of the strangers I allow to fuck me, persisting or hurting me if I said no. It's slowly sinking in now, how much danger I've been putting myself into all these past years. I shake my head, drop my gaze and wipe my eyes — feeling pitiful at myself.
• Everything feels like a huge, jumbled mess. For the first time ever, I'm frustrated and confused. I don't know what to do. I don't know what I want. I don't know how to feel about this whole plot twist. I thought I'd be happy now that Kristoff is here to take me back, but I'm not. I want to run away and hide myself from his gaze.
• “I can't let you keep putting yourself in danger. I can't take any more risks with you. I know you. I know how you're feeling right now. You feel guilty. You blame yourself for things that are not your fault. I can't let you do that. I can't let you keep punishing yourself any longer.” Kristoff says softly.