Chapter 55 Birthday

• I couldn't stop the tears from flowing and I sobbed loudly. The more I missed him, the more I repeated everything he had told me. Even his kiss, his hugs, all the time I thought everything was still true. I get it, that's why he said we should buy our time because he had no other intentions but to like me. Just to like me.
• Maybe he could like everything and I gave that a different meaning. Maybe she's just because she's my age because she doesn't want to hurt me, so if that woman is her age it's all right for the two of them. But why did he kiss me? Does he kiss every girl he likes? Did he even kiss that Molly? Damn.
• I did not sleep. Again. I cannot. Whatever I think I can't imagine without that. My mind is eating me up. I opened his social media account that was left open here and prepared myself to be hurt even more. All I did was to search and get to know about his girlfriend. Good and I know it somehow because I had to do it before for one of my subjects.