Chapter 47 Not Rush

• Seems like happiness will never be a choice for me anymore, moreover I will always choose misery over temporary happiness owning to the fact that this short period of time will be worth a long term of pain in me.
• I seemed to be floating in the air at the speed of events, the great Levi Vidalio told me he likes me. The great Levi Vidalio kissed me. This is way more beyond my imagination.
• He is way more beyond my imagination. I can't imagine in those times what will happen next. I haven't thought about how I'm going to deal with him or does that change a thing between us or will we remain the same? Does he mean it or does he not? There were many questions but I did not choose to voice any because of my mixed emotions. I'm not in the right mind to think when this man kissed me in front of the sun set and wide vast ocean. My mind wandered at the same time as I lost my heart in what he did and I felt that this was the end of me.