Chapter 200 Different

• I could feel Jordan breathing heavily after my words, and guilt struck my heart. Did I understand? Of course, I did. If I were not already pregnant, I would have probably agreed to his decision and opted for adoption. But now that I had a baby, I felt like I had betrayed him by saying those words and lied to his father. My life was turning into a mess that needed to be cleaned up soon, and until then, I guess I had to keep lying.
• Jordan hugged me tighter and buried his face in my neck. His hot breath against my skin was intoxicating and it brought a lot of thoughts into my head. But I was tired, weak, and definitely not in the right frame of mind for that. Finding myself in a better position than the couch I had been on earlier, I fell asleep again beside my husband, and this time it was more peaceful and worth it.
• I opened my eyes sharply and jerked at the pressure in my bladder. I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom to relieve myself, almost peeing on myself. When I was done, I turned on the bath and took off my clothes. I was about to shower when Jordan’s voice came from the bedroom.