Chapter 106 Matter of time

• As we stepped inside, he grasped Randle's hand. He no longer speaks to me even in the car, which makes me sad. I really don't want to bother him any longer since he already thinks too much, and I don't want to add to it. When I think about him, it gets much worse in his eyes. I came to a halt because tears were welling up in my eyes. I felt as though something was stuck in my throat and I couldn't get it out. I don't feel good anymore, and I believe things are getting worse. My heart ached further as he walked up the steps and still didn't look at me. My throat was parched, and I couldn't say what I needed to to him.
• He gazed at me as I wept. Because of what he was doing, I couldn't stop sobbing. In recent days, my mood swings have been changing, and I may easily become irritated with Randle or Randall. Every morning, vomiting visits me, and I have an idea why, but I don't want to tell him until we've settled our situation with Helena and Archer. When everything is in order, I'd want to tell him this blessing news. I turned away from them, wiping the tears from my cheek. Perhaps they don't need me anymore, and they can be just the two of them.
• As I approached the door, a hand clutched my waist and refused to let go. Because of what he had done, tears welled up in my eyes. When I took it off, he kissed my brow and sniffed the top of my head. My tears spilled even more with each movement. I know I have nothing to worry about, but what if they go so suddenly? What if, one day, when I opened my eyes, they weren't there? I'm terrified.