Chapter 20 XIX

• *HARRA
• I found Neien reading papers on his Recamier sofa in his bedroom. He was leaning on the headrest and his back on me. I approached him to ask him to eat, though this man’s habit is truly wicked, we always eat together. When I got in front of him I noticed that he was asleep. I would have woken him up but he looked tired so I just sat next to him and leaned him over to me. I watched his sleeping face, he looked gentle and handsome this way.
• "Haru..." he murmured. I suddenly felt bad when he mentioned the name of the woman he loved. I understand how he feels, our situation is nearly the same but I'm blessed because I can still see and be with Yul. I didn't know that this man once had a heart, he just lost it and he can't seem to find it anywhere. I'm glad that he stayed loyal to his woman. If that woman hadn't died, they could've been happy now and I'm not in this position. I stroked his hair that's softer than mine.