Chapter 2

• I felt the urge to touch her so I grabbed her from the waist and pulled her closer to me. Her smell, Fuck.. She’s making me go insane. I teased her and saw she was blushing. I felt my heart was happy because of her but suddenly my mind showed me my parents’ images and I felt the pain of losing them. It was all because of this woman… I shouldn’t love her. I should just hate her. With those thoughts I pushed her away and I saw she was looking at me with a hurt look, my heart ached but I didn’t care. Then grabbed her from her hand in a painful way and told hurtful words to her.
• She looked at me with tear filled eyes and the look she gave me was so innocent. How did I become this heartless to hurt the woman that I loved the most? I couldn’t understand myself. No.. she deserved this. She should feel the pain. I lost my parents because of her and I hate her so I’m giving the pain that she deserves. I can’t give her that pain in the same way I felt but I will give it to her in a more dangerous way. I knew I’m using her own love that she had for me to hurt her and I was satisfied. Then I dragged her into the washroom and pushed her against the wall as I turned on the ice cold water. I looked at her small body as she covered herself from her hands. Suddenly, she looked at me. Her eyes were empty and I could feel that she’s crying but I couldn’t see her tears because of the water. I felt like someone was piercing my heart with a dagger because of the empty look that she gave me. I was hurt. So I didn’t want to see her eyes anymore. So I just left without even looking back at her but before I left the washroom I warned her again.
• After I came into my room, my mind was a mess and my heart hurt. I wanted to forget so I went into the washroom and showered. Then I came out and changed my clothes but I couldn’t forget Delilah’s face. Shit. I sat on my bed and started to pull my hair because I wanted to feel the pain. I again hurt her. I betrayed my own feelings and hurt her again. My mind kept reminding me how she smiled at me. Fuck. I cursed and went out of my room because I wanted to check on Delilah but the thing I saw broke my heart even more. She was shivering and walking slowly through the staircase. I looked at her legs and I could tell they were numb. Is this what she gets for loving me? I closed my eyes and asked myself because of the pain I’m feeling inside of me.
• -Delilah-
• I heard with a loud bang the door of my room opened but It’s not the scariest thing that happened. The scariest thing was angry Kayden came into my room.
• "Where did you go?” Kayden asked as he grabbed my hand. Ouch it hurts. He’s digging his nails into my flesh. Why does he always want to hurt me? Wasn’t he satisfied with what he did to me yesterday?
• “DELILAH.. I’m asking for the one last time. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GO IN THIS AFTERNOON?” Kayden is angry and I could feel his burning gaze on me . He’s the most dangerous person when he’s angry. I have no idea what was his problem but I was truly scared of him now.
• “I..I..why do you ask? Do .... do I have to tell you everything?” Where did these words come from? I don’t know, why did I just tell this? How did I manage to provoke him more. OH GOD help me. I’m shivering under his angry gaze. I can’t even look into his eyes because they are too dangerous to look. I could feel his anger as clenched his fists and his jaw.
• “Ha.. you’re afraid now? Weren’t you afraid that when you fucked with him? “He pushed me onto bed as he climbed top of me. What was he talking about? I fucked? But with whom? I just went to meet my old best friend. But what is he talking about?
• “Wh.. what did you say?” I looked at his eyes. They are gorgeous. Those eyes are what I always loved.
• “I don’t repeat myself Delilah.” He shouted and started to tear my clothes.
• “Noo.. don’t” I struggled under his body but how am I supposed to fight against his body and his strength?
• “Why? Only he can touch you? I’ll satisfy you more than you could ever imagine.” He smirked at me while licking his lips. What is this ? I didn’t even know what he was talking about.
• “I’m gonna fuck you now Delilah. Keep this mind. From today onwards you will be my fuck doll. Got it my chosen bride?” He’s mad. I’m scared of him. He just smiled at me using his seductive lips but that smile is not a good smile, it’s the smile that welcomes me to the living hell. Before I could say or do anything he took of his clothes and started fuck me hard. His dick is so big he didn’t even let me take time to adjust myself. He thrusted me hard and fast. He wasn’t gentle at all. He only brings me pain ever since I started to live in this house. Suddenly I felt sharp pain from my shoulder, Yeah he bit me till I bled. I just don’t know what I did to deserve this. Not only physically but also mentally I’m suffering. I started to stay without making sounds but I failed. Because it hurts so much.
• “Ahh... K..Kayn please stop.. it hurts” I sobbed against his body.
• “Doesn’t it feel good Delilah? Ha....” he said with a small chuckle. He squeezed my breasts and sucked them. He was like a starving animal. He pounded onto me as he grabbed my head and started to kiss. It was my first kiss. I’m glad that I could give it to the person I loved but I wanted a gentle kiss full of love not a kiss full of hatred. Suddenly he changed the position and flipped me as he thrusted me from behind, now I’m on my four limbs. My waist is about to break because of his strength. I still remember the first day I saw him. It was my 8th birthday. From that day I started to like him but what is the current situation I’m in? I can’t take this anymore,
• “Kayden you're hurting me. Please stop, it's enough now "I cried as I clutched the bedsheet.
• "But I’m hurt more than you...” with that he started to thrust deeper and faster. I don’t have mind to think about what he just said
• “Ahhh... pl...please be gentle“ All I could do was cry and beg him to slow down. But it never worked. My love for him never changed and will never in the future that’s why I always lose. My heart tightened as I remembered Kayden as his gentle smile when we were kids, he even said that he will protect me. My tears never stopped because of the pain he’s giving me and the pain he gave me over these years. Why didn’t I just die along with my parents?
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• -Kayden-
• I fucked her so hard like I always wanted to. She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in my life. Fucking gorgeous. When she was naked beneath my body, it was the most attractive thing I’ve seen. Her crying face made me so hard. So I fucked her using my whole strength. I thrusted into her so hard as she moaned through her broken voice. But when my mind reminded me how close she was with James, again I pounded into her without even caring for her pain and never stopped. She was begging me to stop but I didn’t. It was my anger who took the control. I can’t believe that I did it to her without her permission. Yeah, I raped her. She fell asleep after 6 rounds. So I got up from her bed, I wanted to clean myself. Before I could walk into the bathroom I saw something, something that stopped my heartbeat.
• BLOOD! There’s a huge blood patch on the light pink bedsheet. I’m sure, I didn’t have any injuries so that blood is not mine. If it’s not my blood it can belong to only one person. I quickly checked her body, but I never found any bleeding wound on her that could make a huge blood patch. She had bite marks on her body that were made by me but those can’t make this kind of blood patch. So I can only guess, IT WAS HER FIRST TIME. SHE WAS VIRGIN. That means she never cheated with James. I can feel my heart is hurting me. It was her first time that’s why she cried from the pain, and begged me to be gentle. I still remember the pain that was on her face. I'M SORRY DELILAH.