Chapter 4

• Selene’s POV
• "Please touch me, professor,"
• "Is this what you want?"
• "Yes. Oh god, yes-"
• "Selene! You’ve been staring at that same sentence for the past five minutes,” Kate said, nudging my elbow and waking me out of my terrible fantasy.
• I blushed. “Oh, Was I?”
• She raised an eyebrow. “Unless you’re planning to memorize the word ‘inhibitor’ like it’s your wedding vow, I’d say your mind’s clearly somewhere else.”
• “I’m just tired.” I lied through my teeth. I was not tired. I was horny and had wet dreams of my professor playing in my head over and over.
• Kate squinted at me like she didn’t believe a word. “Sure. And I’m the Queen of England.” she drawled. We had met the day before at the library and instantly connected.
• I forced a weak laugh and looked back down at my book, even though the words still swam uselessly on the page.
• The truth is, I hadn’t slept well in days. Ever since Professor Julian Hart leaned close in his office and whispered, “I don’t regret it. I want to do it again.” and then he stepped back like nothing happened, as if he didn’t just set my entire nervous system on fire.
• Every night since then, I had thought about that moment and then the night we had together. I had dreamt of him kissing me that morning, ripping my clothes off and fucking me hard against the wall.
• Oh god, yes.
• He hadn’t touched me again since. He hadn’t even looked at me in class or called on me to answer questions no matter how high I raise my hands. Not even once. He was pretending like I didn’t exist and it was driving me insane.
• “I have to grab something from the lecture hall before heading home,” Kate said, snapping her bag shut. “Are you staying?”
• “Yeah,” I said too quickly. “I want to get through this chapter.”
• And hopefully stop daydreaming about sex with a man who made it clear that he did not want me.
• “Okay. But promise me you won’t fall asleep here.”
• “I won’t.”
• She gave me a side hug, left and then, it was just me.
• I leaned back, closing my eyes for a moment, just trying to quiet the chaos in my head.
• I shouldn’t want him. He’s my professor and my ex’s father. He could destroy me with a blink if he wanted to. But still every time I closed my eyes, I saw him.
• I saw the way he had looked at me like he wanted to ruin me and I wanted so bad to be ruined.
• God, what’s wrong with me? The door creaked open.
• “Kate? Did you forget something?”
• There was no response, but I heard the footsteps and knew they were not Kate’s.
• I looked up to see Raymond walking into the library. I curled my lips in disgust. My stomach dropped. “What are you doing here?”
• He grinned. “I came to see you, baby. I missed you.”
• “I’m not your baby. We broke up.” I began gathering my books, ready to leave this delusional asshole. “You need to leave.”
• “I’m not leaving.” He stepped closer, hissing in anger. “You don’t get to break up with me. I will decide when we’re done.”
• I stood up, hating the way my heart raced in fear. “Get out, Raymond.”
• He grabbed my wrist.
• “You’ve always been dramatic, Selene,” he said smoothly, pulling me close. “I still love you. Let me show you how much.”
• His grip tightened on me when I tried to pull away.
• “Let go of me.”
• “I just want to remind you what it felt like,” he whispered, leaning in. “Remember us?”
• I shoved him, hard. “Get the hell off me.”
• But he didn’t let go. Instead, he backed me into the wall, his hand pinning my arm above my head.
• “I’m going to kiss you,” he growled. “Right now. You’ll remember who you belong to.”
• “No! Get off me you bastard!” I struggled, breath catching in my throat. “You asshole, stop!”
• The door slammed open. Raymond was yanked off suddenly and thrown against the walls. I gasped.
• Professor Hart stood between us, chest heaving, his fist clenched in anger..
• Blood dripped from the corner of Raymond’s mouth.
• “Dad?” Raymond spat, stunned. “You hit me?”
• “Don’t call me that,” Julian snapped. “Not here and not after what I just saw. You're forcing a woman?"
• “She’s my girlfriend.."
• “She is not,” I cut in, voice trembling. “I told you. We’re done.”
• Julian’s gaze didn’t leave his son. “You heard her. Get the fuck out of here, now!"
• Raymond’s face twisted. “You’re seriously threatening me? Dad she's just playing hard to get-"
• “If I see you touch her again, If you so much as breathe near her, you’ll be out of this university before you can blink.”
• I was even shocked at that. Raymond looked like he would faint.
• “You’d really do that? To your own son?”
• Julian took a step forward. “Do you want to test me?”
• Raymond’s face went white with fear and then, without another word, he turned and stormed out.
• The room fell silent. I stood there, breathing heavily, thankful that Julian had stepped in just in time but terribly turned on by the way he stood up for me.
• “Did he hurt you?”
• I shook my head, suddenly aware of how fast my heart was beating. He moved closer, gently brushing his thumb along my jaw, tilting my face toward him. “Are you sure?”
• “I’m fine,” I whispered.
• No I am not fine,I wanted to scream. I want you. I want you to kiss me, it's all I can think about!
• Suddenly the lights went out and everywhere went dark. He didn't step away from me. His thumb stroked my lips and I did what I had done in the bar, I sucked on his finger. He sucked in a breath.
• Please just touch me, kiss me. Just one more time, I wanted to go to your bed. What are you waiting for?
• He stepped away from me and I couldn't help it. I reached out to grab his suit jacket.
• "Don't go, Professor…” I said in a sultry voice and that made him snap. The next thing I knew, his lips crushed against mine.
• The kiss was hot, demanding and desperate. I melted against him, wrapping my arm around his neck, pulling him closer. His hands gripped my waist, then moved down to grab my ass and I moaned.
• “You’re playing a dangerous game,” he breathed against my mouth.
• “Then punish me, professor. I've been so bad and wet for you” I whispered.
• He groaned, backing me into the wall. His hand pushed up my dress and he ripped my panties off. I cried in pleasure when his fingers found my pussy.
• "Naughty girl," He groaned, kissing my neck, teasing my skin with small bites while he pushed two fingers inside me. "Is this what you wanted, kitten?"
• "No," I moaned. "I want your cock. I want more,"
• He spanked my ass and I squealed, feeling myself get even wetter.
• He pulled down his pants, whipped out his cock and nudged the tip against my hot and wet cunt. I almost passed out from how happy I was that he would finally fuck me.
• “Selene?” Kate’s voice echoed faintly from the hallway. “Where are you? The lights just went off, I came back to check on you. I'm coming inside.”
• Julian and I froze as the door handle turned. Oh no.