Chapter 193
- Three Weeks Later
- Lucas’s POV
- “Angelina, you’re the purest angel that god has sent my way during my darkest moments. You’re the light that shined through the black hole that was enveloping my heart, the missing piece of my heart I didn’t even know I was missing until I met you. I never thought I would ever fall in love someday. It wasn’t within my plans. Mostly because I knew and accepted who I am, and I was sure that no girl can ever put up with my crazy, screwed up head and stick with me long enough to even fall in love with me. My heart instantly recognized you from the moment I laid eyes on you. I tried to deny it, push it away, hell I even thought my head got completely fried and that I went full on crazy because you awakened feelings in me that I’ve never felt before. It scared the hell out of me. And after I accepted that I was falling head over heels for you, after I embraced it and welcomed it because nothing felt better than those feelings you ignited in me, I was scared as hell again. But for a whole other reason. I was scared you wouldn’t be able to love me for who I am. For everything that I am. For my faults, my screw ups, my recklessness, and my sometimes crazy ass behavior. But that didn’t happen. You returned my feelings, you put your trust in me, you opened your heart and you let me right in there with a love that touched me so deep. You loved me, all of me, you loved my craziness the most when that was the thing that made me doubt you could ever feel something for me. But against all rationality and odds, you did. I vow in front of everyone that I will continue to love you, with all of my heart, every day, every hour, every minute, every tiny second, my love for you cannot even be measured in words but I know you can feel it. Just like I can feel yours. I vow to do everything I can to protect you, to make you forget how it feels to be in pain, to be hurt, to erase that feeling from ever existing inside you. I vow to be yours and only yours for my heart beats for your name alone, Angel”