Chapter 41

• I sat on the side of my bed, letting my feet hang off of the edge of the bed and leaned on my arms that I placed on either side of my legs. I look in my mirrored wardrobe, turning my face from side to side. I don't think it was the alcohol from last night, but I definitely didn't feel good. I grabbed the pillow that Zac slept on and I clung to it, holding it close to my chest and breathing it in.
• I felt like I wanted to cry. My head hurt and I was so tired and before I could stop myself, I could feel the tears falling down my face. Why was this so complicated? I just wanted to give into my feelings and tell Zac how I truly felt about him.
• I laid back onto my bed, looking up at the ceiling and letting the tears fall down the corner of my eye.