Chapter 47

• Stepping out of the car, I was so exhausted. So tired. The fact that mom asked about my boyfriend was something else. I had to tell the truth. I don't have a boyfriend. And there's no way I was going to tell her Jude and I are fucking each other.
• To be honest, I am beginning to adjust to her. But I feel so bad for doing that with Jude. He is my stepbrother but I can't go back on it now. We are fuck mates and that is it. It is what it is. I can't really explain what I am feeling. I feel addicted to him.
• Then my mind drifted back to Mark's birthday party when Alexia asked about I and Jude. What if she knows? That girl is too observant and she might even be mistaken for a psychologist. My head hurts a lot. What I need right now is rest.