Chapter 30

• I Slammed the door loudly not caring who heard it. I just needed time to process what had just happened. Even after venting my anger on the poor maid, I still felt terrible. I needed someone to tell at and pour everything on.
• I don't still understand why I am feeling like this. I don't know why. I don't know why I was affected by it. I shouldn't be affected like this. He is just having pleasure with his girlfriend.
• Jane is just his girlfriend. They are dating for goodness sake and why can't I just accept that. Why ? I sat down on the floor, my back rested on the door in a way that If someone wants to enter they won't be able to enter without me giving way. I buried my face in my palms.