Chapter 3992 Becoming A Cougar(Mature Fuck):>Ep6
- For about a year, I busied myself reading, chatting, and exercising. My heart was empty: My prior emotions dried up, and I was numb. However, my physical needs, which were fulfilled to the rim when John was alive, began bothering me. I bought a set of sex toys and alternated them, but the relief was always very short. I started thinking about going online using a dating service, but Matt's 18th birthday was approaching, and I got distracted. He was in his senior year and was already accepted to a good college.
- Matt told me he wished to celebrate it in our spacious basement, and planned to invite 6-10 of his best friends for a private party. It was his choice, and I agreed. As per his wish, I ordered food, cold drinks, and beers. Together we arranged sitting places, checked the large screen TV, and the music instruments. I helped him decorate the place and told him I wouldn't bother them, but I'd be upstairs in my room, in case he needed help with something.
- Before the party, Matt asked me not to use my usual robe and dress up. I smiled to myself: He wanted to be proud of his Mom, so why not?