Chapter 1138 Fuck Her Nice And Deep:++ 15

• I squeezed my eyes shut. I felt like there was a ticking time bomb on my lap. One wrong move and I would've lost everything that mattered. I had to lay it all on the line. I made sure to keep my voice clear but soft, so Hannah was the only one who could hear me. I started spewing things out that I never thought I'd dredge up to another living person.
• "When my dad left my mom, like when he walked out on our family, it didn't faze her at all. She acted as if it was no loss to any of us. 'Good riddance' or whatever." My brain told me to shut up, but my heart needed me to keep going. "She used to tell me and my brothers all the time—never get too attached to anyone or anything. Never need something so much that you won't be able to function anymore if you lose it."
• I raised my head. She was looking at me. She looked like she was really listening, like she was really hearing me. Which made it easier for me to continue. "Hannah, if I lost you... If you left me—" I bit my lower lip. I couldn't even remember the last time I cried (probably more than a decade ago), but despite being in public, I was barely holding back my tears. "I wouldn't know what to do."