Chapter 1110 Moonbow (Lesbian Sex):++ 26

• The hug was familiar, but it felt wrong... This was her cue to kiss me on the lips and tell me that we'd be together-together forever and always, wasn't it? This was meant to be the first step in our tandem march to 'happily ever after.' Paradoxically, however, when she told me she was happy for me, it made me sad. This was meant to be an us-moment. In my head, this whole narrative had been unfolding like a love story... Not some pseudo-coming-of-age tale centered on my personal self-discoveries about my sexuality. But it seemed like there was a glaring discrepancy issue between our individual perspectives, our respective points of view.
• I served my whole heart to her on the shiniest silver platter, but she handed it right back to me.
• One side of my mind warred with the other. In the end, I decided to clarify what I really meant. To state, in no unclear terms, that I was in love with her. But she began talking about me 'exploring' this new aspect of my life. For some reason, she was speaking a mile a minute, talking a blue streak. She was also not making any eye contact, so it took a while for me to figure out what she was saying... When it clicked that she was recommending that I have sex with other women, I felt absolutely gutted. She made jokes about how honored she was to be my 'sapphic sexual awakening,' but I wasn't laughing. Her revelation that the first woman who'd lit a fire in her belly was a tricorn hat-wearing Elizabeth Swann from 'Pirates of the Caribbean' didn't even earn a smile from me.