Chapter 1137 Fuck Her Nice And Deep:++ 14

• All of it was just so messy. It was like I'd unknowingly entered a labyrinth, and after already taking so many wrong turns, I had no idea how to get to where I needed to be. The goal was to be with Hannah, but I was at a loss on how to make that happen. The most straightforward path was usually the simplest one, right?
• She couldn't have me in her life anymore because she was in love with me and I didn't believe in love. I'd shamefully already tried convincing her that she didn't love me. So, the only avenue left was for me to adjust my own beliefs. A simple path didn't mean the journey was going to be an easy one though.
• My parents had divorced when I was young but already old enough to be aware of what was happening. And even when they were 'staying together for the kids,' they didn't seem to be in love. I had no real basis to use as reference. Plus, my mom's words kept echoing in my head. Her frequent warnings to never give someone so much power over you that if they left, you'd lose the ability to function. I'd always thought that my avoidance of real, monogamous relationships would've been enough to follow her age-old advice.