Chapter 22

I feel really very nervous, and I can't hide it, after our talk two days ago, I understood that, he couldn't be lying to me, his words were for me more transparent than water, my heart surrendered and I accepted that I love him with all my soul, the shadow of that woman would always be present but that was years ago, decades and that can't affect me now
Of course I asked Antton for a more concrete way to tell me how he really feels about me, and of course he did it by accepting that he doesn't want me with another man by my side, that I am only his, you could imagine how I felt at that moment, "stupidly in love talking alone about what had happened when he left".
He even said he would talk to my father about it but I immediately said no, if my father knew about it, he would hang me, I mean, kill me, punish me for life because maybe he would let me date someone my own age or one or two years older than me, but he would never let me date a college boy eight years apart "physically" of course since I cannot even calculate Antton's exact age "and I don't care to know for now".