Chapter 53

Ryan POV:-
I have told so many harsh things to Rebecca, she is hurt. My words are breaking her heart, my whole being is giving her scars. I am doing things to her which I never thought I will. I am deliberately pushing her away and being this cold to her hurt me. I don't want to do it but I have no control over my senses and I am lost in the delusion that she can only be happy if she stays away from me. On my way to push her away we both have been hurt deeply as a wall is slowly building between us, unlike the unfathomable silence before it was clear that I am doing this and pushing her away. But this is for her own good. I cannot forgive myself if she hurts because of me.
'and what about the pain you are giving her now?'