Chapter 23

Ryan POV:-
I was sitting in my office, deep in thoughts. My mind is clouded with enigmatic thoughts that are making me feel uneasy and disgusted too, like how can I like Rebecca being close to me? That's rude, irritating and cold woman, she is the most undesirable woman. Then why the hell do I feel attracted to her?! Why her tears soften my heart? Why the urge to explore those ice walls, what despair hidden deep inside her always got the best of me? When I want to become her darkness, then why I want to know what is her darkness? Why do I feel compassion for her. This is affecting my mind drastically, like why I want to know the woman I have no interest in. Why her tears evoke sorrows in me too? I let out a low growl as I slammed my hand on the table. What is your despair? Why do you shut yourself out?
I banged my head on the table as I closed my eyes. Maybe for a second, I should think about her, not as Marianne's sister or someone who betrayed me but rather as my wife.