Chapter 57 Forshadow
- I had never felt so relieved in my life, it was good to be able to talk about my feelings and secret with Sydney. Not all the secrets though. I was ashamed and frustrated by the fact that I had betrayed her. I could not talk about that to her... Not yet. Maybe years later if I got a chance I would apologize to her. If possible make amends.
- If she knew what I had done to her, I doubt she would be sitting here sipping coffee with me. Heck! she would hate me. Someday, I would get rid of this burden. But for now, I was desperate and only Sydney could help me.