Chapter 39 Talk

• When we got home, mommy Helena explained why the house was messy. She says she wants to be involved in preparing for Hugo’s wedding. Hugo was said to be his only child, so she wants the preparation to come from her own hands. I would also like to join in the preparation but I am thinking of my baby. Maybe when I always tire myself, it just doesn’t cling to me.
• I am now sitting in the living room while watching Estella make a flower out of paper. The color she makes is sky blue and white. She puts a thin wire at the end, which seems to be the lock for them. She is leaning on my feet now. I watch how she does that because it seems like it’s just a matter of time.
• I approached her to say that she would also teach me how to do that. She just looked at me and crawled to where she should pick up the scissors. She had a cutout and then handed me a piece of paper. I stared at it, then she leaned over me. At first, I didn’t know what to do until she slowly instructed me what to do.