Chapter 33 Only now

• My tears won’t stop falling. The memories of what had occurred to me resurfaced. I recall the ones who abused and molested me. When the baby abruptly kicked me in the tummy, I closed my eyes even more. It was as if he knew I was weeping and wanted me to calm down.
• Someone held on to both of my shoulders. Because of the darkness, I couldn’t see his face. He doesn’t make a move, like if he’s waiting for me to calm down. I now wipe the tears from my eyes and cheeks while holding my heart. He can just call my name since I will go if he asks nicely; why should I be dragged? I became enraged as soon as he spoke.
• “W-what is the problem?” His voice trailed off because of the sobs I made. Of course, he didn’t know the reason why I was like this. How could he know if he was one of the reasons why all this happened to me?