Chapter 26 White Envelope

• I did not fly back to Andrius’ private jet. In addition, he placed a passport on my bed. After we talked, I never saw him again. I couldn’t sleep all night either, and someone came to take me up the next morning to tell me I needed to go home since the ticket was also due today. I walked out of that place with a sorrowful heart. I had forgotten to bring the invitation he had given me.
• I was a fucking imbecile until I arrived at the airport and boarded the plane. There are no tears shed. I just gazed into space, as if a miracle might occur if I stared at the air for an extended period of time. Perhaps if a tornado passed in front of me, I will wake up from my lunacy. But nothing of the kind happened. Nothing changed until I arrived at the huge gate - I didn’t wake up thinking it was all a dream.
• I don’t know why the driver directed me here. Andrius says I already have my own condominium so I wonder why I’m still here? I did not get out of the car. The driver opened the door for me but I just stared at him and didn’t step my foot or even blink. I feel like I need someone to pour cold water to me to get in my sanity.