Chapter 14 She's A Monster

• [KHALI]
• You must be wondering why am I like this? Why I did that to Jane. I must be crazy, a moron, and a monster. People might think of me as the bad person and I won't deny that. She reminds me of someone I hated the most. There's some kind of resemblance between them, with her attitude, her looks and even the situation of how we met. I know Jane is a different person but I just couldn't help to think that they were almost the same. Carmine, that's her name. That girl ruined me, crushed every piece of me; crushed every pride that I had; destroyed every love that I had, until I forgot how to care and love.
• Jey knew everything I've been through. She was there when I was at the peak of my happiness, and she was also there when I fell from the very top, when I didn't even know how to get up. That moment when I almost killed myself. Carmine Crea fucking ruined everything. Jane Terranova reminds me of her and I just don't know how to contain my anger. I want to make her suffer, I want her to feel the pain. I know it’s absurd because she's Jane and not Carmine.