Chapter 86

• «We can't go back.
• It's best for me to stay away from him; he only brings me pain. This decision was made long ago. I might waver, but I'm resolute. Andrew and I can never be.
• And that's okay. People move on, grow, and reflect. I've never had a solid foundation in my life. I'm scarred, quick-tempered, and there's a good chance I'll never have a normal relationship. But it's also true that there are many ways to seek help, and I'm going to try them before giving up on myself. I managed to escape my father's clutches, complete my studies, and feel human emotions in an almost ordinary way. I've made progress. Some have suffered like I have and couldn't break free. I should be grateful for that.