Chapter 17 Braise Your Self

• That routine continued for days. I haven't seen him in the building for days. We didn't talk and see each other for days. I didn’t expect that to happen between the two of us, but it was just as he said. I should just do everything that he says, because he told me so.
• I don't want him to criticize me again and make things happen again that I I’ve been wanting to avoid of happening again. Maybe he’s that kind of person after all. I was so stupid to think that he’ll at least lend me a glance or something but he didn’t. He acted as if he did not know me, as if I was someone else he had never seen.
• One thing I realized about him is that he’s a pro. Legitimate pro in this field. I wouldn’t be surprised if that one had a lot of kids because he seemed to know very well that the roundabout cycle of the set up of two of us. Is this what he does all the time? Send his surrogates on his company then ignore the hell out of them? Is he that ashamed to let everyone know that he’s trying to conceive with somebody because he fucking want a kid?