Chapter 38: Mourn your downfall

• Louis Hayden has the desire to be with Pamela and talk things over with her. He knew he crossed the rubicon when he forced her to have an abortion.
• He didn't know half of the things he now knows. Why his parents did it and went ahead to have an insemination with her. He has no idea of those details except that he opened his eyes and found himself with a woman in the same room.
• He saw her as an opportunist. He just wanted her out of his house and life. He doesn't have this thing for women and her presence doesn't just make him feel comfortable.