Chapter 60

• Cassandra was waiting for me when I came back up. She was ready to spend the night with me, for comfort even if not for sex. But it just didn't feel right. How could I truly live with myself if I slept with Cassandra immediately after Nicole and I had parted under such bad terms?
• It's strange how your mind rationalizes things. But while it was okay to sleep around while Nicole and I were happily together, it wasn't okay to spend the night with Cassandra when we'd essentially broken up.
• Besides, I really needed the rest. This day had started up in Fiji. We'd flown out on Sunday and a full day later it was still Sunday in New York. And then the paparazzi and the thing with Nicole and then the thing with Kaitlyn added up to an eternity of torment.