Chapter 30

• "I just want you to know that you're very special... and the only reason I'm telling you is that I don't know if anyone else ever has."
• ~Stephen Chbosky,
• When my eyes open again, I find myself in a bathtub and although my eyes are kind of blur I can hear the voices of both Rebecca and Judith and hands all over my body, washing and scrubbing me. Fear rises in me, not for being naked or being washed, but for what I might have done subconsciously. My body shakes violently and I begin to struggle to get out of the tub even when I don't see anything.