Chapter 15

• “It’s painful, loving someone from afar. Watching them – from the outside. The once familiar elements of their life reduced to nothing more than occasional mentions in conversations and faces changing in photographs….. They exist to you now as nothing more than living proof that something can still hurt you … with no contact at all.
• Ranata Suzuki
• "Why would I ever want to screw myself, when I can always screw you instead?" And immediately he let me go and hands me the towel before walking out of the bathroom.