Chapter 9 Aria

• The blue-eyed Beta is here again. Or I assume he is the Beta. I am sure I have heard them refer to him as Beta… but irrelevant of that, he is in my room once again. In fact, I am beginning to wonder if he ever leaves. He seems to be here when I fall asleep, and he is here when I wake again. Watching me. Trying to make conversation with me. Acting like we are some sort of friends. Why, I have yet to work out. But he is here. And his eyes appear to struggle to tear themselves away from me.
• I don’t think my brain feels capable of working that sort of thing out right about now. He acts so peculiar, and I have never met a man quite like him, that I can remember... the way he acts confuses me... My whole body aches, and my brain just feels kind of fuzzy… slower than it ever did before. I had to hit my head. But the doctor hasn’t told me I did. Although I don’t think the doctor has told me much at all… something about memory… but I think they have to be wrong, I can remember just fine. Other than not knowing who these people are, but that isn’t memory when they are strangers, is it?
• “Oh, how I would laugh at you as you tried to understand the many ways of being a wolf…” his voice was deep and charming once more. I imagine this man must have women falling at his feet. His voice was extremely soothing, and despite the panic I felt so frequently, listening to him talk became quite soothing... and as I momentarily glanced his way, he had a faraway look in his eyes, and a slight smile decorating those lips of his. Like he was off in another world...