Chapter 14 Rocco

• Having stormed from Micah’s home, I did not know where to go, nor what to do. Usually, when angry, I would allow Ciro out for a run, but right now I did not have my wolf to turn to. My wolf was missing in action. He had retreated, struggling with the situation we found ourselves in. Leaving me to battle it out alone. I felt I was drifting out to sea, barely keeping my head above the water right now. I did not know what to do.
• This was not a position I had ever been in before, and was never a position I expected myself to be in. So, it was not one I had prepared for. When I met Aria, I thought all my problems were solved. That my life was complete. Happiness and contentment had filled me and taken over... everything I had wanted was there, and my wolf felt the same. And now it felt like it had all been torn out from under me with no warning... had I done something wrong?! Did I deserve this pain and the suffering?
• I contemplated heavily as I wandered aimlessly through the familiar pathways of the pack, truly unsure of where I was going, or what it was I was doing. Going back to the hospital to sit by Aria’s side had been my plan, but that seemed like the wrong thing to do now I knew that she had gone to the doctors to tell them that I had scared her. My presence seemed to unsettle her, when I had hoped it would soothe her… calm her… somehow help her in her healing. Was I making things worse?! The thought sickened me. Once more, tears filled my eyes. I hated myself right now...