Chapter 65 Aria

• Since the Beta had more than awkwardly dumped me in the hospital and ran, I had barely seen him. He had called in each day with a coffee, as promised, but there had always been an excuse as to why he had to head off. Always an urgent pile of paperwork that needed his attention. Or some incident in pack that simply could not be solved without his prescense. In short, it was clear he did not want to be around me. Why he did not just open up and admit that what had happened between us had made him feel uncomfortable I do not know.
• It had confused me more than made me uncomfortable. It had felt good to be that close to him, and that scared me. Learning he and I had shared some form of history intrigued me, but nobody seemed willing to elaborate on that history, and I had tried to find out more. Oh boy, had I tried. Doctors, nurses, I had even asked to see if the Luna was free, but she had yet to come and see me. Nobody was willing to give up any information, and it frustrated me. Then, there was the moon goddess. Well, waiting for her to come back to see me in hopes of gaining more answers from her was like waiting to win the lotto; it simply was not happening. I think that first visit had been a fluke. Maybe she had gotten lost and found my dream instead. I don't know, but she definitely showed no signs of coming back to assist me any further, and it frustrated me. I needed help, and not one person was willing to offer it.
• So, I found myself, once again alone, sitting inside of the hospital feeling lonely. Wondering if this was to be what my future was like. Stuck in a place they tell me I know, that, try as I may, I can find no memories of. A place everyone tells me is so wonderful. So beautiful. Yet, I am stuck inside these four walls looking out. I have had enough.