Chapter 14 I Smell Like Car Gears

• -Kimberlee
• What the hell just happened. I can’t be serious right. I didn’t just let him do that too me and then agree to do more?! I have absolutely lost my mind. But in the moment nothing else mattered. Nothing. It felt so god everything. His body against me, his lips, his fingers in me. Of god it like going to heaven or maybe even hell because it was amazing. But then I realized what I had did and I couldn’t stop the anger as I pushed him away but he didn’t stop. And then I saw it. Dangling from his neck. My necklace!
• When he made me the proposition I won’t lie. Every part of my body was screaming yes! But my brains was crying and screaming no. But I looked at that chain dangling around his neck and I couldn’t have been happier to see it. After my aunt left and I was done crying on my car I had gone back into the shop and searched everywhere for it. Even my uncle stopped and helped me. But nothing! I didn’t see it anywhere and I was terrified that I had lost it forever that it had slipped down one of the grates in the floor and was gone. The last thing I had of my mother. But there it was safe and sound on his neck, and true be told I was extremely grateful. Even if I had found it. My aunt wouldn’t let me keep it. If she even found out I had it. It would be burned probably like she threatened me. So him offering to wear it so I can see it and know it’s safe was more than I could have asked anyone to do for me. Even if that meant giving in to whatever he wanted. I was willing for that necklace.