Chapter 6

• Jaselyn's POV
• I stood there, staring at his large body sitting on my small bed. He had a devilish smile on his face as his lustful eyes roamed my body until I couldn't help but feel bare.
• I hugged myself, somehow managing not to cringe at his scrutinizing gaze but I could still see his eyes hungrily searching my body for any patch of exposed skin.
• My lips formed into a scowl as I glared at him.
• “What are you doing in my room?” I snapped irritatedly.
• I watched as his eyes narrowed at my tone.
• “Jaselyn dear, do you like it when I'm mean to you? Do I really have to remind you that you cannot speak to me like that? I might have brought you here but I’m still your Alpha!” He spoke calmly, the last bit sounding like a warning but I just rolled my eyes at him which made him growl at me.
• “My apologies, what are you doing in my room Alpha?” The sarcasm in my voice was clear and I relished in the look of annoyance that flickered across his face.
• It was obvious that he was losing his patience with me. Good, I had already lost my patience with him too.
• He slowly stood up from my bed and I had to stop myself from cautiously taking a step back. Looking at his tall strong body made me suddenly become aware that it was just the two of us in this tiny room. I gulped.
• He must have seen the look of anxiety on my face because he gave me a predatory smirk.
• “I think you already know why I’m here Jaselyn, so be a good little girl and come here.”
• I felt my body freeze for a second. Was he seriously expecting me to happily jump into his arms and let him pump me full of babies that he would snatch away and give to that evil bitch he called a wife?
• Fuck no! Thinking quickly, I whirled around on my heels and made a dash for the door. My hands successfully grazed the door’s handle and I was just about to pull it open when I felt his crushing weight descend on my back.
• He wrapped his thick arms tightly around me and yanked me away from the door before lifting me up in the air and out of reach of my escape.
• “No! let me go!” I screeched as he roughly threw me on the bed before pinning me down under his large body.
• I tried to struggle against him but he easily grabbed both my hands in one of his and pinned it above my head.
• But I was determined not to give up and I tried to buck him off me. I soon realized that that was a mistake because it just made my hips gyrate against his crotch in a way that made him groan.
• “Just stop struggling Jaselyn, you know you want this. I can feel it through our mating bond that you want this. Just give in to me and stop resisting. Let me have you.” He growled in my ear as his fingers started tracing under my dress.
• In any other circumstance, he would have been right. It is every wolf's desire to be touched, fondled, taken and loved by her mate. But this man— is no longer my mate. The rejection is still fresh and there are some lingering pieces left of our bond, feelings remnant of the night we spent together but I have to fight it. I refuse to be used like this.
• Nila is still attached, Zane has no idea just how deeply his actions have affected us. She's suffering from a broken heart and it's difficult to let go. She doesn't want to attack our mate. If anything, she wants to submit to him, like it should be but I can't blame her, her feelings are purely driven by instinct.
• But the human part of me has begun to despise Zane so much and I'm revolted by his plans for me.
• And he obviously doesn't care about my feelings because he rips my clothes right off my body and plunges into me with no warning whatsoever, no preparation, no consent, nothing.
• The tears that gather at my eyes are forced down as I bite down on my bottom lip at the excruciating pain. He doesn't show any mercy and keeps on pummeling into me, even when I beg him to stop and futilely attempt to get him off of me.
• He didn't care that I was a virgin two days ago and my body wasn't used to this. He was rough and unforgiving, sucking and biting angry red bruises into my skin.
• This was nothing like the first time we made love. He was sweet that night and sought my pleasure; passionate and gentle.
• He suddenly seemed like a different person; feral, forceful and hungry, just taking and taking until there would be nothing left of me.
• He took me thrice that night. “Just to make sure,” he had said on the second and third occasion but we both knew that it was unnecessary.
• By the time he was done, I was just at the verge of passing out. Exhausted and sore, my body ached in places I didn't know existed.
• “You should try to be a little more active, you make it seem like you don't enjoy our time together.” He said with a snicker and I grit my teeth.
• Is he for real? Did I seem like I enjoyed any of that? Just how sadistic can this man be?
• “What is it you want, Alpha? You want me to moan for you? Pretend like I enjoy it, fake an orgasm or do you want me to delude myself into believing you're actually good at this?” I manage to blurt out mockingly in a hoarse voice.
• He turned to me, glaring daggers. I knew I had struck a nerve, an Alpha hates nothing more than having their ability questioned, especially when it comes to the bedroom. But he deserves so much worse.
• “Sometimes I forget what a disappointment you are. Other mates try to please their Alpha but you— you want to be different so bad. But there's no need to worry, your lips can lie but your body will always tell the truth and I know for a fact you were clenching around me so hard, trying to suck me in as deep as you can. You wanted me buried so deep inside of you that your cute little cunt didn't want to let go.” He mocked and my fists clenched despite my aching nerves.
• This bastard! My pussy only clenched so hard because I was in horrible pain. There was an intrusion and it was trying to make it easier for me. Blood has never been a sign of enjoyment but of course there's nothing I can say to change his mind.
• “Repeating a lie over and over again doesn't make it true but do what makes you happy.” I utter in resignation.
• “This is why Isla is my Luna and not you.” He says and leaves the room, slamming the door behind him. Was that supposed to be an insult? If this is what she endures everytime they have sex then no thank you, she can have him all to herself.
• With him finally gone, I release a deep breath and wince as the aches set in again. I couldn't even get up to go take a bath, it's too painful and I'm so exhausted I could die.
• “Ssh…. It's OK now. Don't worry, everything will be fine. I'm here with you.” Nila whispered and hummed my mother's song which lulled me right to sleep.